.................it ain't easy

how can it bcome like this..
what i really afraid before had come to reality..
it has been quite long ,really.
i dunno,myb bcoz of my scars,,,it was too deeeeep perhaps,..
i can't hold on anymore longer.



forgive me for being such a fool.
before this,for the past 5 years,i never give up on you.
i always seen the signs, but i always try to ignore it and still tried hard,
just think like it will work out someday. such an unrealistic,fairytale dream indeed.
but now,i know i should let u go.
and there u are,i hope u will b happy there. i know u are.
please pray for my happiness too.i hope i can find the real happiness.amin.




tawakallah , farah.
rencana Allah is always the best one.
ade hikmah.igt tuuu.
redhalahhh.............................